The Love That Never Find Me Poem by Ludolf Dauphin

Are you looking for me
Or am I that hard to find
You probably think I'm weak
cannot bear your presence
Or maybe just too sweet
to let me suffer your pain
and yet you seek the poets
even the blinds
but never have you find me

Love, a secret to my heart
endangering my soul
I have never once truly rejoiced
in your happiness,
your sincerity, except
treachery and deceit.
If you think being in my heart is pain
staying away from me
is more than I could bear
since I would rather spend
an eternity of
pain with you than a second
without your presence