The Lonely Soul Of Mine Poem by Lone Wolf

Am thinking in the lonely soul of mine.
whether i should do the wrong or right;
i get no answer to my find,
and i hope you should share me more light.

i want to be a father;
and i don't want any child.
i want to be a monster,
and also i want to be always kind.

i want be a fire,
and i don't want to burn a soul.
i still want to wander;
and am also preparing for home.

i don't want to die,
but i want to be in heaven.
i don't want to clock five;
and i want to do my birthday at seven.

i love to tells lie,
and i want to be called a saint;
i don't trust anybody,
and i want to be called man of faith.

am not ready to tell the truth,
i don't want to be called a liar;
i don't want to wear suit,
and i have the dream to become banker.

these's how some people feel in their heart,
that lead them into destruction.
walk in the right path;
and listen to the instruction.

you can't hold a stone,
to kill two or more birds.
you can't still walk in sins;
and also want the God bliss.