The Chapter About Dracula Poem by Axley Jade Blaze

You're killing me
No will is left in me
But, all you say, all you see
Is someone you hate, who the hell
Should I be?
Ms. Voiceless
Lady Silent?
Beautiful and brainless, but violent?
Put a dollar sign on me, a stunt
I wanna rip off those precious balls, kick 'em..PUNT
I'm appalled by your selfishness, your vanity
While all day I write you love notes,
You swim in that insanity
You wanted me to want you, to love you
Adore you, want to make love to you
Want to kiss you
Miss you
Shove you right in heaven
Put you in the sky
Then plummet me into hell
While you were a king; perched up real high
Laugh at me
Reject me, deject me into that hell
You said, 'screw you, little girl,
I don't have time for your rhymes! '
You crumpled my words
Chewed them up, along with my heart
Yes you did,
Right from the start
Like a pitbull
FEROCIOUS
YOU KNOW THIS!
I wrote how I loved you
You were like a God
You were my Jesus
Sparkling and glowing
All the time
Me, still not knowing
You don't have time for my pain, my sweet rhymes
Or particularly my tears
Just here to exploit all my fears!
I realized the truth
I found out about you;
I can cry on my knees
Beg over again for forgiveness, please,
All the while, you'll never give me
Acceptance
Let alone forgive me, or give me affection!
Though you are my brother,
I thought you were my secret lover
Unlike any other!
But you told me to screw off
Labeled me a bitch
About to have to stitch
My face back together
From your hook
That's what you said!
I know I'm better off where I'm lead
That hook got me tighter
Yeah, sure, I fell harder
Couldn't be smart, here,
Rational with you?
But, you don't have a clue
You want my attention
You'll eat my words
Feast on each verse
Throw up what you hate
Deny what you ate
Then start to berate me
Hate me
Tell me like clockwork
How you'll never really date me
Mess with my head, like clock-work
In your head, you take me
Time to stake me
Vampire, demon
Whatever, free me
Of this God damned curse
Time to disperse
Your magical wand
Or rent a hearse
Because I scream it and curse:
'Please no more, don't make it worse! '
You got me first
You're the winner
I'll be on my knees, the sinner
I don't care anymore.
Please release this holy child
I can't live, I'm in denial.

Please, just let me be.

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