That Feeling Of Being R-A-P-E-D Comments

A very interesting piece of writing, but leaves me perplex at the ending. All that I am I gave to you, so fully and so wholly I felt the walls of my heart collapse, Yet I wasn't ready for your arrest. Is it that you know it would have happen but didn't prepare yourself, or would have you willingly given yourself to him but wasn't ready? I saw you, in my dream I ran to your embrace Your arms a comfort, my pain eased Only to be awoken to a rape, I'll never get it back.

An impressive write. Thanks

Love the last two stanzas in this poem! Nicely done!