Sunken Cheeks And A Bullet To The Head Poem by Sophie Allyah

Been days now I felt like dying
Again, I see the sun rising
And I am still awake
Murmuring as my body shake
Eyes wide open and skin white as ghost
I see shadows and there it goes
I can hear people gossiping about me
I felt them inside of me
I'm losing it can't you see?
Now that my days are numbered
I'm hiding and losing my grip
Dazed without bizarre trip
On the edge waiting to fall deep
I closed my eyes but I cannot sleep
Maybe this is it
I'm doom and unfit
Out of vitamins to quench my thirst
I will end my miserable life
Before Duterte's men come to me first