Straightaway You Would Have Been My Killer Poem by Abdulrazak Aralimatti

Beside turning my love into hatred
Better you would have been my killer
Let be it a falsity, in belief of true love
Better my soul had departed

Neither did I talk with you
Nor did I smile at you
Neither did I come close to you
Nor did I try to meet you

I had a hope from life
That life would take a favoring turn
You easily believed on rumors
But failed to believe on my decency

I was in grief with my problems
My heart was sunk in melancholy
I was hoping a lot from life
By beautifying my nobility

But you would give me such a blow
Never had I this contemplation
It was the fault of my eyes
Seeing you became a great sin

I agree I had weaknesses
I was struggling within myself
I did not disclose my struggle