Sting Poem by Emma Jane Rae

I wish you hadn't hurt me,
I wish you didn't live in my mind rent free,
But sometimes I just can't shift these thoughts,
And they sting just like a bee,
I wish I could forget you,
And not remember a thing you've done,
I wish I could stop this sadness,
I wish I didn't feel so numb,
It creeps up out of nowhere,
Like a train coming off the track,
And it whips my life from beneath me,
And it takes me right f*cking back,
The heartache is indescribable,
The fear is real and true,
And you ruin my life all over again,
And there's no one to blame but you!
You've made me loose trust in everyone,
Even those I hold so dear,
But I just carry on existing,
And you will never see a single tear,
I leave that for when I'm alone,
And no one hears me cry,
One question that bores a hole in my head,
Is WHY did you do this too me, why? !