Still Alive Poem by Dyhanara Rios

I hate how you say my name
Like it leaves you with shame.
That’s just one reason why
You were the one they blamed
As I walked out your door
For the last time that day.

I walked out your door!
My misery is no more.

I guess things didn’t work out for us.
Everyone blames you for my leaving,
But do you think you’re the one at fault?
I know you well enough to know you don’t.

I’m choosing my words wisely,
And I’d love to hurt you, but,
If I were to say something mean,
Then what kind of person would I be?
Someone just like you?
A cruel and awful fool?

If looks could kill,
Then you’re trying to kill me
But look into my eyes,
Surprise, surprise, I’m still alive!

I’m gonna win the war this time!
Do you think you can stop me?
You and what army?
I used to be your only soldier,
Now I only give the cold shoulder.

I’m feeling better than I was before
Ever since I walked out your door.