Spilt Confessions Never Felt So Good Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

My heart twisted in a frail line of pain
I’m wondering if I am just insane
Do you know why I want you to see
So you don’t get hurt just like me
I’m shackled now to the depths of my misery
Because life to me was always a mystery
I’ll be all right, cause I’m just use to wounds
They never heal and always consume
The bliss my heart gets to feel for just a little while
My eyes are buried from tearing up and I hold a fake smile
Am I bound to the darkness, never to feel the cool light
Will I forever be bound to what’s wrong and never know what’s right
I don’t know but I think I’ll just keep performing
Because my mind and soul are transforming
The grotesque sight of sorrow swarms my poor eyes
I’m trying so hard to keep up this disguise
How long will it take before I break down
How long will It be until they can see my frown
How long will I be able to hide my broken heart
Maybe until it finally tears me apart
I’m strong and I’ll pull threw my sad little feeling
I’ll carve all my emotions on the cracks in my ceiling
I love you but I think you’re just to blind to see I’m not all right
Can’t you see the way it screams in my sight
My weakness is that I care so much
Why am I so weak with your sweet touch
I’m already regretting not telling you how I feel
I have nothing left to lose so why don’t I just stop trying to conceal
I’ll spill out my heart and tell you everything that’s been unsaid
Cause I just can’t keep living these lies while I lay in my bed
Its eating at my soul so I think its time to let it spill
Perhaps I’ll continue to be lost, that is until
I open my heart and just show you the way
Cause until then I’ll just keep falling more each day