How would you feel,
To not be love,
Words stuck in your throat,
Being a grey world.
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Full of questions. Ironic that that fact answers the main question; the cause quite nicely nearly subtly shown to be doubt and indecision. When I look back on similar stuff like this I wrote I think oops too. And then aaaaarrgh!
That word can be dangerous dude. Either it will make you or break you. Peace.