Soon I Will See You Poem by Christina L Johnson

the days are slowly passing

bye

i sit in this house

locked up inside

some say i am hiding

others think i have lost

my mind

the neighbors stand

and stare

they wonder what

is going on in there

the shades are drawn up

for the evening light

i see their faces

the moving of their

lips

they are like junkies

waiting for a fix

what do they want of me

what more do i have

left to give

they all think i am

insane

for they don't know

or feel my pain

the day he died i have

never been the same

what would they think

what would they do

if they saw me standing

with Mr Smith & Mr wesson

looking strait down the

barrel of a 22

do they have a clue

do they really care

that i know longer

want to be here

im counting down the

days that i will soon
see you