Some Things Should Not Have Been Poem by Anita Khelawan

I love you
You loved me
I'm starting to hate everything about you
I tried to make us work
Now I cant stand you
Thoughts of killing you
That isn't love more like hurt and pain

You're fed up
I am tired
I thought about it giving you what you want
I thought about it being alone
But I'm scared to let you go

I HATE the fact that I wanna spend so much time with U
I want normal but I'm far from it
What is normal
I want it all
Us
Marriage
Kids
Living together

I lost one...
Never got the chance to no whether its a boy or girl
I want it all back the pain the sickness
Just to hold you in my arms
Just to see your face

For that I wonder if we were meant to be
But it's my fault.

I'm empty inside
That's why I ask you for a child
Sometimes I think if I'd ever forget you
Not that I want you

I'm drawn to you
I hate myself for it
I keep questioning if we should stay together
I know that I annoy you
I think I don't even hold your interest anymore

I guess some things shouldn't be

Copyright Anita Khelawan 20/08/2014