Solitary Existence Poem by Laura arwen

My existence is
so solitary that
hurt my soul
Sometimes this existence
is very distressing
and difficult
If I'm thinking
deeply to it
I'm lost
I think the
only problem I
have in this
existence will be
the loneliness
It's hard to
live a solitary
existence
I imagine living
this life as
a hermit
This existence will
be winning
Probably it is
a violation of
social conditions
There are a
lot of nervous
crisis in the
solitary existence
In some moments
I want it
desperately
I feel mad
if I think
too much of
it
It is extremely
exaggerated to want
it at all
costs to avoid
any kind of
relationship
Maybe I'm happy
to live the
solitary existence
For someone it
is terrible and
horrible
I think it
is marvelous and
very calm
It's easy to
live a solitary
existence