So Personal Poem by Zubaida Boland

what happened to the people i used to know
they became strangers
or maybe it's me
i changed and i can't find myself anywhere
feeling misunderstood all the time
drives me nuts

people are nice
at least some of them
but i haven't touched their kindness yet
i feel so depressed
and i really don't know why
let's say that i know the reason
but i have no right to speak
coz it might never make sense
to you, my dear

this song is so personal
i can't let you read
until god takes my soul
no strangers, no friends m no one in my family is allowed
S.O.S
this time i'm really falling
not just acting
it's not a sentence only
to express my sadness
it's 100% pure

i miss everything, i wanna do anything
that would make me satisfied
i miss the days when i was happy
they were so great
i hope they can come back
but i believe life goes on
and i've gotta be strong
i'll just hold on
to the new days coming all along...