I awaken and see the light
Not knowing what is bright
I smell the freshness of the day
Surprised at what's to my dismay
I wash up and scrub my face
Facing up to life's disgrace
Trying so very hard to win defeat
In such solemn time when I should retreat
I rest in the noon of sunny day
Fretful of the awful come-what-may
Wishin' I were in another place
In my dyin' space of disgrace
I sleep in the howlin' wolf's moon
Darkest of dreams coming too soon
Resurrecting and killing of my life
Acknowledging all of my damn life's strife
Thank you so much for reading and for your very positive response!
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
So much emptiness expressed here.
Kerouac had much more than life's fair share of emptiness. And it was killing him!