Silent Screams Poem by Miffs S

It seems like just yesterday,
My heart was gently held,
It feels like just yesterday
Your smell lingered around me,
Keeping my soul company,
Giving false hopes.

It was a dream come true,
to meet you in this life,
You brought newness to my little body
And introduced knives that stabbed my heart

Your smell lingered,
So I waited you'd be back
I cried bloody tears
In the hope my body will give up

Here I am
still crying tears of blood
Still sweating myself
to make you proud

Our children are not with me
don't blame me if I feel lonely
So, I write this poem
For my thoughts to be free

My mind says move on
And it says may be wait a while
It driving me crazy
All I can do is reason out and try

My body is tired
My chest yearns your touch
For its in pain
I am really sorry for everything
But alas that's in vain

So today I'll pretend
That you are no more
you are a star
But now my heart longs
to be where you are.