Should I? Poem by chantel weston

Should i be
the same girl
that i was before
all these things happened
before all those things were said?

Should
i still smile as if
my heart wasnt braking
should i still
laugh as if it didnt
feel like i am slowly suffocating?

Should
i still try to make him
happy even though i dont
seem to matter to him at all
should i still
look for him every time
i turn around a corrner
as if he still loved me?