Set Myself Free... Poem by Sebastian Melmoth

Distant withdrawn, life sucked out each waking dawn
Vague resemblance now a hollow shell, living in mental hell
Destroyed inside out full of anxiety and continuous doubt
Services cannot cope, leaving me under the radar leaving me to mope
Head in a bad zone struggling to survive on my own
Daily tablets taken whilst staring at feelings floor, I just don't want to feel bad anymore
Living this daily comedy when I'm gone, I'll make a good case study
Why is it so hard to self-care, walking on this path to nowhere?
When a life event made my brain shake, walls came crumbling so easily like an emotional earthquake
Hope it's not too late while there's something left of me to save, If only I had the courage to make the first step and be brave
No crystal ball to see my final destiny, I'll need to take the leap of faith to believe in me and set myself free.