I'm done with swimming in denial river, I'm done with my smoke and mirrors, I'm done with my masquerade, and I wrote this to be sure that all of is true, no last second change of heart, no impulsive lying, all of this is true, no fabrications, no masks, no filters.
I remembered the first time I saw you, this gorgeous girl, and I remembered staring into those beautiful eyes and not thinking too much of it. But as I got to know you, I couldn't help but want to hold you in my arms and keep you warm in my embrace, to protect you from harm, to make sure your all right. But when I think about it now, I wasn't really in love with you then, it was more of a compassionate love. At the time I didn't know it. Back then when you rejected my foolish heart, I began to close my eyes to all your good and looked only at the bad. But now that, time has passed, my eyes opened at last, I see all those good things, once again. I love all the good things and accept all the bad. I love you for who you are and who you want to be.
I'm in love with you.
Not the love that is passive, not a one time thing, not a phase.
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