Same Guy Poem by RACHEL ZARANTONELLO

Why do I let myself care at all?
it always ends the same
I should've just been ice cold
I've only myself to blame
Is it me? I have to as
Am I not worth anyone's time?
I seek out the ones that will break me
and insist on making them mine
Am I in love with chaos?
or just what I can not explain?
Everytime leaves me a little more broken, cold,
never again the same.
May not have the same name or face,
but he's the same guy I know
He will treat me bad, and I will love him more
as he makes it my fault when he will go
Time passes by and people change
doesn't matter what they say
I'll shut them all out, remain on my own,
and try to pretend that I'm okay.