Sacrifice Poem by reina Lorenzo

6/20/02
There are times that I hurt you more
And I didn’t care what you feel
You failed to stress it out
And you deniably ignore what I did.
Outside, it was too cold
You’re so alone
And you legally put me in your mind
But, feelin’ so empty.

In your eyes with your feelings
I abused my so-called power
But, it was confirmed
I was forgiven by you (I know)
But you just felt stupid.

Invisibly crying back at me
Abruptly cured the hurts I left
You try and try, finding the reason why
Why you tried to love me if I really don’t want to.

Sitting wonderin’ why
Giving me a countless amount of complete acceptance
But, I didn’t owe
No doubt loving me but I didn’t care
Perfectly loving me but I didn’t care
Perfectly comfort me when I needed.

Dying, restless
Tired being numb for everything
Can’t do nothing but to cry
Self’s sacrificing..

© Reina h. Lorenzo