Rumors Poem by Tessa Monaghan

I hear things
from those clsoe
they say act like
you dont know
but i dont see
how thats possible.

i know
what is bad
how do i act
with this one my mind?
it's impossible
to pretend
on th e spot.
why so many issues?
is it
the compition?
what is happening?
What is giong on
in your head?

what
exactly
did i go wrong?
why am i
being punished
to love?

if this goes wrong
then its my time
to just give up.
i'll be through
i'll be done.
i'll be
in a completly
different state
of mind.