Regrets Poem by Tessa Monaghan

They always say
never regret
what once made you smile
Truth be told
i dont regret
being with you
what ii do regret
however,
is ending
all the happiness
and moments we shared,
i did
what i never
wanted to do.
and it made things worse
this now stands
at the top
of all my regrets.
it leaves me to wonder
what did i do?
this isnt what i wanted
this isnt what i ever intended
i wish i could
go back in time
back to the way it was
before i did
what i regret.
im not sure
if what
im regretting
can be fixed
but i can only
hope
wish
and dream.
My regret
makes this
one of my
worse nightmares