Regrets? Poem by DM W

I was contemplating infinity
When I 'should' have only been thinking of you.
And I was pondering metaphysics
When I 'should' have been focusing on you.
I was composing poems about beauty
When I 'should' have composed ones about you.
I was content at my meditation class,
Yet I 'should' have been nightclubbing with you.
I was interested in art and theatre,
Rather than watching crappy films with you.
I was reading fine novels by the score,
When I 'should' have gone out shopping with you.
You rightly complained, and that's why you left.
That's fine. Now, I'm completely free to be me!