Really My Mother? Poem by Veruschka Nicole Eiman

Are you really my mother?
Are you?
Cause you don't even bother
It's all your fault
that i don't have a father
you break me down every chance you get
i bet you can kill me if you want to
why did you have to drink so much?
my dad really loved you and such
You didn't even try to raise me
and today i can see
you don't love me at all
it's only tears that fall
fall from my red face
am in this cold dark place
the only thing i hear
is my heartbeat at which my heart race
mother i love you, i wish we
had a mother daughter bond
I wish you'd love me
I sit and pray to GOD that he must
forgive you and that you can love me one day
and hope everything will be okay
and hope you understand what am trying to say
i know you hurted me a lot but you
still remain my momma
i love you mum
i wish you weren't so dum