I place my feet upon this path
I face the promised pain and wrath
I say 'Rejoice, why pity me
Who will pluck this apple from the tree.'
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I have an answer to your question.Plz go through my poem ' Intellect: A Forbidden Fruit'Don't mind but we can not search for God in this way.He is inside us.We need that supreme faith which you call blind faith.God can not be sought by mere reason coz it closes our eyes and make us see only what we intend to see.you will find your answer so plz read the poem mentioned above.
As i aproach the pealy gate would then St Peter me he rate? how many stars did i obtain not enough! go live again!