Pretend From Myself Poem by Laura arwen

I have to
draw strength from
hope
I should learn
to take better
care of myself
It is very
important to have
a good hobby
to pass the
time
Over time I
will find peace
of mind
I believe the
ego is the
worst human treat
I'm still too
weak to get
serenity and independence
It's so simple
to dream
I don't regret
having sold some
books and maybe
I could have
done it before
I can not
wait for all
this disaster to
disappear completely
I want to
find inner peace
as soon as
possible
It all seems
so complicated and
terrible
I just wish
I could be
quiet with my
thoughts and my
quirks
Perhaps for me
there is no
serious and reliable
scheme
My power will
explode in another
universe
I feel a
sense of atrocious
loss
There is a
dark force that
keeps me hidden