Please Let Me Die In My Sleep Poem by Kelvin Rush

Please let me die in my sleep
I can take no more of this tortuous pain
The suicide thoughts so savage inhumane
The panic attacks the guilt and shame
The constant fear the endless blame
Oh please let me die in my sleep

Please let me die in my sleep
As my body grows old and my mind breaks down
I'm gasping for air as I slowly drown
I don't even remember who I am anymore
I'm violent and aggressive what on earth am I here for
Oh please let me die in my sleep

Please let me die in my sleep
I can no longer fight all the panic attacks
The long days of depression the constant setbacks
I'm riddled with disease I'm lost and scared
I fall to my knees I beg to be spared
Oh please let me die in my sleep

Please let me die in my sleep
As I close my eyes to return back home
Through the open skies free to burn and to roam
No one else is around I'm alive and free
I feel peace at last no one is haunting me
Oh please let me die in my sleep