People Poem by mad burk

why do they beg to know yet once told, they run and hide?
why do they abandon you when you need them most?
why cant i trust anyone with whats going on inside?

the people in my life see only what they choose
and they havent chosen me.

i hate them all for doing this to me.
they know what is happening yet they turn a blind eye.
all my life i've been the happy one nd that was why i was liked
now that im not they toss you aside

why do i feel the need to protect them from me?
when these people have done nothing to deserve it?

im all alone in this world and for what reason? to suffer?
i hate being here. i hate every part of this existence.
and yet my weak attempts to end it fail like me once again.