I walked this land of my path, since my youth I was blessed by God. The parent's he gave unto me never gave up on me, even when I gave up on myself, and was a mutt, at the bottom of the pit of hell. Oh there was times when hurtful words were displayed in my presence and especially out of my presence, but their love was the cause of their concern. That is why tears would fall from my eyes, while my heart tried to hide its pain.
My heart was looking to be touched, but my body had no idea what my heart was in search of, the words in my heart did not speak, or was able to explain the longing of what it was seeking. This caused it to act out its frustration of being alone, disconnected from being whole, as one unity, so I looked to fill the void, which my heart could not explain.
What about the love of a woman, her gentle touch and encouraging words while stroking your ego. Her beauty and fragrance are left on my mind, to keep her presence known, even when she is out of sight. Could this be what my heart is seeking?
Soon I would find out that physical love was never enough, there was a void that physical love did not fill. There was a much greater love that my heart was in search of, how can I find that which my heart can't explain?
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