My frustration and anxiety is diminishing the efficency of my priorities and values in my relationship. This emotional state is causing me to develop personal issues that have left me with a basic survival that love is the worst medicine, and that once I open my heart to love it causes me to accumulate the thought that there is no shame in being wrong and hurting you so I apprehend this with a struggle of picking and choosing how to cut my heart of this perception of love that only exists in my brain.
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