Only You Know Poem by Christina Phillips

Always blamed
Always my fault
Never the victim
Always the problem
Never loved
Never cherished
Never valued
Never cared for
Always taken advantage of
Always a joke
Never taken seriously
Always struggling
Never at peace
Never have friends
Always lonely
Never heard
Always ignored
Always talked over
Always unimportant
Never matters what I want
Never matters what I feel
Always undervalued
Always outspoken
Always brushed off
Always an inconvenience
Never happy
Never felt this way
Always going to be like this
Never going to change
Always been thinking of putting an end to it
Never going to stop unless I make it
Today is the day I put an end to it
Trigger or Therapy
To stay or to go
Only you know.