On The Brink Poem by Adrian Shorey

I cannot take the feeling any longer,
Somehow I grow the opposite of 'stronger',
All the things I've been through aren't that bad,
But I guess I've gotten weak 'cause I'm mad...
Not in terms of anger or frustration,
But more say 'Crazy', an underestimation,
Crazy as in strait-jackets, not the same kind,
Crazy with depression's what I have in mind,
I can seem happy whenever I please,
But quite slowly I handle with less ease...
At points I believe it to be over,
The 'Pain' that's been building begins to build slower,
But in time it re-gains velocity,
I'm surely on the brink of insanity...