O' Perish'd Ashes Of Youth~ Poem by Tsuki no Ume

Watching by the little window,
I see those kids, I see those pups,
Playing, joking, running around
Giggling, laughing, on a merry go round
So much! i envy, seeing them laugh as they play,
So much! i hate, that i was once as happy as they,
So much! i cry, i cant go back to those happy days
So much! i scream, i cant run, i cant play,
So much! So much! Just So much!
I beg, I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away! Take me away!
I miss those days, i miss those nights,
I miss the sun with its morning light,
I miss the birds, I miss the skies,
I miss those stars, I miss the moon,
Humming and dancing with those lullaby tunes,
I miss so much! Just so much!
I beg, I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away! Take me away!
OH! how i used to wish and pray,
I would Grow up and I would say,
The money, The house, The cars i want,
Its all i want! Its all i want!
I pity those innocent prays,
I wish I would go back and say,
Do not say! Do not say!
As God hears only a Child's pray,
I beg so much! Just so much!
I beg, I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away! Take me away!
I still hear those laughters and sounds
The wind whispers the rain weeps
Remember those days! Remember those days!
I still wish, I still cry,
I still hope, I still pry,
Child O' Child where are you!
Child O' Child are you lost!
Child O' Child dont run away! dont run away!
I cry too much, Just so much!
I beg, I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away! Take me away!
______tsuki no ume