Nowhere Poem by aida melesse

Expecting
not knowing,
feeling
somehow there is a plan
a bigger one
which I still don't understand,
I go minute by minute
for the first time
not looking out
but looking within,

and then again
the doubts attack
the fears follow
and the tears come back

Where are you taking me
don't I need to know?

You say second by second
when even that becomes so slow
where do you head from here
when there is nowHere to go?