Not Now...Not Ever... Poem by soso khan

In the dark corner i sit and cry,
for minutes....
hours....
and days...

All i can think about...
is what you did,
not just to me,
but every one I love.

You have made me lose,
hope for everything,
theres not even a smile,
on my once happy face,

I will never forget what you,
have caused,
you have made me cry,
and die inside.

When i look at you its all a lie,
when you say i love you,
i cant say it back,
not now... not ever,

But as i think,
i must stay happy for them
or they would worry to much, thats what you do...
you make Sacrifices, for the people you love,


But you never did that,
thats why i will never,
make the same mistakes you did,
I vow that i will never hurt anyone like you did,
not now.....not ever