It was my vision, it was my inspiration I left for a second then it all changed, I wanted it a certain way. I was so proud and excited to see its progress right before my eyes, I saw myself fade away. Don’t get me wrong I did see good intentions I just don’t see me anymore, and it burns away at me, to know something I created is no longer what I see. And it stings a little at me cuz I don’t know how it should be now.
Thinking and wanting to cry, my creation no longer like I envisioned changing and hurts. Don’t wanna pretend but I don’t feel like I’m her. Windswept hair as thoughts race all around, someone give me a tug back towards the ground. Feeling upset but I can’t even bleed, someone tell me it still looks like me! Cuz I’m crawling desperately breaking my heart.
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Wow, sad. What is your creation that isn't like you?