Never To Get Rid Of You Poem by Timothy Long

I pondered injured and weak with my pride to keep or as it seems...the vanquishing thought still exist I just can't get rid of her or the feeling of pain, it still haunts me even two years later, I just don't know why you can't see or care, I see to it myself I'll tell her my feelings in the end I still love you and yet do I or is it the image of who used to be, it's stuck in my head in torture, am I obsessed or getting rid of my captor, in the place is hell or all of the above, I want to keep holding on, but for you I don't know to what extent, can I ever get a break? Was there anything more dulling and insincere than this creature, if her ignorance is my bliss then her arrogance is my downfall, I can't stop caring like you do, the madness is dark score crazy.