Need You Poem by ESPN CHICK

When I'm all alone
I think about dying
And wondering why I'm still here
After all no one has tried to save me

The one I know who might can save me
Lives to far away
And doesn't know how broken I am
Doesn't know that I have feelings for him

I know that he would miss me
But I just can't handle this pain anymore
I try not to mark myself
So far I've done a good job

But I still feel like six feet under is where I belong
No matter what I do I can't get this out of my head
Especially every night
Even though I have you on my mind

I still feel alone
Cause you can't be here
And we don't talk all the time
But when we do you make me happy

But that's not enough
All the pain I have I need someone to kill it
And wipe these tears from my eyes
Nothing will ever make me happy besides you

Always carrying my fake smile with me everywhere I go
And when no ones looking I put it on
When I wake up I cover up my face in the mirror
Cause I hate what I see

You say that I'm beautiful
That you love me the way I am
But you don't walk in my shoes
If only you knew that you are the one I need to save me

The one I need to kill this pain
I need you to wipe these tears away
I want you to be my hero
And save me from this life before all of me is gone

January 8,2008