Lost in the pool of insignificance...sea
Stagnent fragments of Ich und thee
Doused harranged suffocation fired
Within the forests of once
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I've not experienced what you have gone through, but it sounds harrowing, great use of language dark and slightly funny. Last line makes me reread it over again.
A fine write of emotions and anticipated endings bringing new beginnings. Great use of the vernacular to show raw feelings unpolished untouched by second guesses or self editing by social mores. Free to go, to grow and be.