My Silence Poem by Nate Jones

my heart
my eyes
shivering
down
my spine

where theres some
hollow
decay
nervous
presumption
of internal
pain

apologizing
realizing
that i hurt you
from apprehensive silence
psychotic behavior
chaotic phone ringing

so thats why
heartstrings die
dismissed me
can't undo time

regreting
crying
cutting
bleeding
day dreaming
awaken from arrogance
hating every inconvenience


all i can do now
is just sigh
and realize
i scarred you for life