My Pride Poem by Laura arwen

Poems are my
pride
My life is
too boring and
always the same
I know I'm
too lonely but
being around people
makes me nervous
Some days I
could go crazy
from the heaviness
of my thoughts
I don't know
the fun
My goal is
to reach perfect
solitude
I'm tired to
be alone but
also with people
Sometimes I think
to be strong
just standing alone
In some moments
I feel so
alone that I
find everything boring
or I lose
the pleasure to
do something
I want to
live in peace
and free without
rules
In some moments
I'm too happy
in other moments
I'm too obsessive
and too sad
Sometimes I think
to be the
queen of darkness
and restlessness
Sometimes I'm paranoid
to fear everything
and everybody
I think everybody
has got a
deep and strong
mystery
It is very
vain