My One Regret Poem by Silence Dogood

I miss what we once were.
And what we use to be.
I miss what we once had.
If only you could see.

That my one regret in life.
Is giving up on you and me.
And all I can say now is.
Im sorry that's all I'll ever be.

Im sorry that Im not loyal.
That it's always me to blame.
Im sorry that I hurt you.
And caused you all this pain.

Im not the person you once knew.
Or the friend you though you had.
Everything is different.
Everything has turned out bad.

I dedicate this to you.
For always being there.
For being the only one.
Who ever really cared.

I dedicate this to you.
Every single word.
I'm afraid that you wont read it.
That it will go unheard.

I can look into your eyes.
And see that little girl.
The friend I once was.
Who'd love to dance and twirl.

And I will remember.
The reason for who I am.
The pain and the sadness.
I hope you'll understand.

You were there for everything.
But I just wasn't strong.
I tried to fake a smile.
And pretend like nothings wrong.

But when ever I would look at you.
I'd remember all those times.
The pain would all come back.
From kids that weren't to kind.

No one knows the story.
Cause I've hidden it so well.
All the tears I shed.
Kept in my personal hell.

And you wonder what's wrong with me.
Why I can't be your friend.
Im just afraid I'll pull you down.
Until your eager for the end.

I miss what we once were.
And what we use to be.
I miss what we once had.
If only you could see.

That all my strength has faded.
That theres things I can't forget.
That I have given up.
That your my one regret.


I dedicate this to one of my best friends who i had gotten into a fight with and was the one who decided that we shouldnt be friends anymore.I guess I just wanted to tell my story because I regret it.