My Letter To You Poem by hazel jackson

Dear friend

first let me start by saying I wish I was asking you for your number for myself that night I met you but instead I asked you for your number for  someone else if I had known that id ended up talking to you some months or weeks  a year whatever later and then one day be meeting you I would have done better. I did enjoy every minute of conversating with you over the phone I hope so much and  God help me he knows I did for the day I would get to meet you would get here it just couldn't get there fast enough for me and when it finally came I didn't know how to react so that first day that I met you I was caught completely off-guard my hair was a mess I was a mess but I was so excited to meet you that I didn't care and I didn't know if you caredor not but it didn't seem like you did and for that I thank you I thank you for the small things that happened that day thank you for waiting, being nice, sweet, I thank you for the attitude the way you treated me that day was more than I expected I hope no one ever tries to change you I love the way that you are I love your "she's fragile, an important piece of my life"...state you were in it is a plus I love it you are so free-spirited and nature is like your playground I love that you love what you do and that you are for yourself you make a way no matter what. You don't see it but I do you are truly blessed and if I don't get you back the girl that does get you I hope she treats you right I hope she shows how much she is blessed to have someone like you in her life I apologize for the way that I acted the day that we met but I have my reasons, to have someone like me like you into me is...it's complicated to explain it scared me because it hit me so fast I didn't know how to respond how to act what to do what not to do I just froze most of the time or I was distant I didn't act on anything I wish you would've pushed me that night more to where i knew whatever I do will be okay cuz you want me to do it or because you're okay with me doing it I wish you would have acted on some of the things that you wanted that night because I honestly wanted to kiss you back I wanted to cuddle with you I wanted to hold you, hold on to you but I didn't because I didn't know what this thing we had was. This letter will consist of the things I cannot tell you for several reasons some for example would be because I'm scared I don't know your ways, I don't know how you'll respond basically I was just afraid of the outcome so once again I apologize and I hope you will accept...My Letter To You.