My First Poem by Happie Thoughtz

I love her so much.
But i figured just saying it wasn't enough, so i wrote her a poem, one with words she liked and themes she adored.
Ones i thought she would like and thought her heart would soar.
but alas the poem wasn't enough, i knew getting to her heart would be tough, so i did what i could.
with flowers and chocolates on her porch i stood
i waited and waited...
silently and patiently i stood as she came down and stated
"i don't feel the same."
i was heart broken, i wondered who to blame.
was it me at fault?
Do i not know shame?
i stayed home and drank to ease this unbearable pain but nothing in this world can keep me from screaming her name as loud as i can...
My neighbors are concerned but won't do a thing.
My land lord is worried but i won't let her in.
I can't help it, the thirst for love.
The only way to quench it is to watch her from afar.
or to see her while she sleeps
or when she gets in her car
or when she walks down my street
or any street close by
or when shes at work
or at home
or at her mothers
or at Pete's...
Pete?
A man i never met
she recently started seeing him
over and over again.
I didn't want to over think because of the thoughts in my head.
I thought it was nothing maybe they are just friends!
until last night i saw what they did in his bed...
what is this feeling?
Now the thoughts in my head seem so appealing.
The thought of them both crying and squealing.
Begging for forgiveness praying and pleading.
it was...nice.
so i proceeded as planned, i went in as they were sleeping with weapon in hand and bashed them both in the head only until they were half dead.
killing them is not what i want.
i want them alive to feel the full brunt of the pain in my heart that the both of them caused.
as they woke...they had no words.
maybe they were surprised or was it the fact that their mouths were covered...i don't know.
but the sight was something i couldn't put into words.
Unlike a poem this sight can't be expressed by mere words no...only by action!
and this will be the start of my addiction, one that gives me complete satisfaction.
Taking those in love and drag them to their ends so their love can be everlasting. and as i watch their souls passing, i feel the love i had for the first time once again.