My Barrier Poem by Rosalita Fern

Around Me is my protective wall,
Protecting, shielding me from any pain or hurt may come.
My Wall is crumpling now.

The pain is seeping in,
Like a flood in a village
My mind is crumbling, falling.

The wall is falling,
Im getting Hurt.

All the years my wall protected me.
Now i find it was a charade.
False.
And now years later, that past pain is finding me.

I should have always known,
That i cant run from the pain.
Pain always wins, overpowers happiness.
It always suceeds.

Im fighting,
My hardest.
I should have known.
Im wanting to lose this pain.

Through the day i win.
But the nightsm it always haunts my dreams.

I Have lost,
Pain falls in.
Im in trouble now.
Life seems pointless.