My Agnosticism Comments

Though I was baptized and made my sacraments in the Roman Catholic church I never truly believed there was a God. I never believed in the Godhead. I never had what the church calls faith. I reject the official teachings of the church. I cannot believe what I haven't experienced for myself. I don't know what form we will take after we die or if there is such a thing as heaven.
I can't somehow pretend that I believe in any of this stuff. I can't.I can't do it
As long as there is no proof or evidence that supports the existence of God, then I will not go through the struggle of forcing myself to believe in any of it. I declare myself officially agnostic in my views on life. This doesn't mean I am living by another doctrine, it just represents the beliefs I have had more accurately.
Being aware that many people still (people in my family, friends) believe in God, I will avoid bringing up the subject of my agnosticism, and share only when I feel it seems right.
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