Mother Nature Comments

You will not die. You are letting your emotions color your perception of the world. I like drama too, but you are being a bit dramatic. Get your education. See the beauty of the life of God expressed through the natural world. Listen for instruction. The wisdom of God will never tell you to do anything self destructive. Ask for help and listen. You will receive direction. Do not limit yourself to only two choices that you have already predetermined. Ask for the third way. Be flexible and seek wisdom. Stop looking for boys to fill the void in your soul. The right boy will come along at the right time. You do not need a boy now. You need self direction.