Mizeria Poem by Cheska I.

As I look at the light that brings me contentment,
The sprinkled diamonds that give me happiness,
The cool breeze that relaxes my soul,
I can't help but to say "I love you"

All I can think of is how I managed to hide these feelings,
How I ended up this way,
How I was able to suppress the words,
That I am dying to say every single day.

Then I remember who I am,
And I remember who you are,
And I remember who I'm supposed to be
Then I remember everything.

How I hated you and loved you more than anything,
How I hated myself for not reminding
Myself that we cannot be
Together,
A lady
And a lady.