Missing You Today Poem by RACHEL ZARANTONELLO

I said I'd never let him break me.
But the last one did me in.
Never will I open my heart,
or ever feel this way again.
I feel so lost & discarded.
Like I never mattered at all.
Crushed my spirit. Broke my heart.
Never thought that I would fall.
Lost within a tormented mind
searching for a key
To open dark & twisted thoughts
that mock reality.
Don't know where I'm headed.
Anywhere I don't have to feel
it's easier than giving up
Because it was never real.
When I'm gone will anyone know
that I fought as hard as I could?
Or that I gave my all, tried to fix them all
and loved much more than I should?
Never thought I'd miss you.
You were just a good time to me
I hope I cross your mind often
smile. you know where I'll be.